BJC-2000SP

2003-04-09T23:34:00.000-07:00

o.O yay. kays. added links!
heee. i think they look so messy and squisheed up. :)
yeaaah. give ppl eyesight problem.
hM. ach. bEl talking bout hw now.
ergh. havent touched it.
tryin my best to ignore it until the last possible moment.
-prayin zan hasnt touched it either-
hUm. but i think she's gonna come back ter sch and surprise me by saying she did it.
ergh.
then she's gonna send me into panic. uck.
ooo.. i wanna go out and plaaayyy...
play catching. heeee.
cHing is mad. totally mad. dunno WHERE she get her mad genes from.
ergh.
hahaha. oh well. sch gonna reopen liao.
this sunday mus try ter play more.
hahahahaha.
:) yeahyeah...
hUm. hopefully they dun postpone syf liaosss..
sian aready dun feel like practicing liaoo..
later cannot get gold then die
then sec4 i go join library and abandon band.
eee. sian aready. dunwanna blog liao.
feel like letting this place on the net fall into ruins
hahahaha. =X lalala.

2003-04-07T05:02:00.000-07:00

woohoo... another week of slacking ard. curse or blessing? ergh.
heee... everyone below the age the 25 shld play hide and seek at least once every two mths.
very good destresser. hahahaahaha. :)
sunday played at one fullerton.. =X
hahahaha. damn fun larhs.. but ended up getting scolded cuz we ran into the club entrance..
hahahahaha. oh well. screwed up club anyway.
bloody guard having identity crisis..
IT was either a butchy female or a gay guy.
but i really think it was a female cuz i dun think guys can get so bitchy.
hehs. lalalala.
o.O the carpark stinks of fertilizer man.
and it's friggin hot too. ergh.
yeaaaah. hahaahaha. ok. today... went down to orchard secretly.
not much ppl there anyway... hehs.
well. heee... went with two of my best frenz..
:) damn funny.. hahaha..
lalalala. well. maybe. next assembly,
our class shld all look up at the ceiling one by one.. down the row until everyone's looking up.
hahaha. then somebody shld point randomnly at the ceiling..
hahaha. i bet within fifteen minutes we'll have the sec3 cohort and the sec4 cohort pointing and staring at the ceiling.
hahahahahaha. but.. cannot do it with public speakers ard.
hahahaha.
yeah. i always feel damn sad for the public speakers that come to our sch.
well... ppl normally dun listen to them.. dunno what theyre still there for...
hai.. quite sad really.. yu spend an eternity preparing a presentation
and nobody gives a hoot what yor talking abt. haii.
o.O oh links.
hahaahha. i dunno how to link to anything at all. therefore.
id link if i could but i cant.
and im not gonna ask jean to do links. ergh.
so shall leave this non-linkable.
hahaahhahaa.
yarp. kays. going now. yeah. :)

2003-04-04T01:02:00.000-08:00

heee. samZ is in dah house. heee.
ok. xian's line. -ssh- shall not repeat it.
i think that i am just gonna blabber some nonsense here..
cuz im quite elated tt im getting somewhere with my amaths..
of course. with. help. like. alot of help. like. alot alot of help.
ok. nvm. :)
heeeheee... lalala.
well. well. well. bloggy blog blogs.
blog. whyr they called blogs?
yes. lalala. and right now im reconnecting. yes. -annoyance-
i think i shall be quite grateful to be able to complete my maths by today.
yes. :)
humdumdeedumdum.
o.O i hope sch reopening get postponed...
but samz dusnt think tt is possible.
nohow. noway. mMm. oh well. wat can i say.
lalalalas. heee.
clever jean and bels.
so so so clever. heeee.. -ssh-
see. it's all crap. ergh. ah wells.
o.O heeee. lalalala.
oh dear. i think im quite outta my mind aready. ahhh!!!
ok. but i am glad that my newly set goal of finishing amaths in an afternoon seems attainable.
heeee...
eeee.. all dah formulas and dah equations and dah expressions starting to drive me mad.
oOOOoo... lalalaa.. heee...
yay. last 2 ques of lesson ONE. whoo~ heeee
maths is eviillll...
heeee...
yeaaah man.. lalalas..
today i was in the lift. hee.
my sister, being the funnily intelligent person she is,
decided to play resident evil 2,
altho i warned her against not reading the guidebook first.
heee. the level of frustration she got to was amusing...
heee.. ok. tts evil.
but, hahahaha. how does this link to being in the lift?
errr... hahaha. anyway.
yup. i was in the lift. and then. i heard the lift brakes screech. ergh.
nearly died of fright. and the stupid wall outside the lift is like black,
so i couldnt tell if the lift was still moving. hahahaha.
when the door opened i ran out.
and in case yor still wondering...
the lift was still moving. yes.
yes. and the thunder is making alot of noise outside. yes.
and the pitter patter of the rain reminds me of some funny book i read a decade ago.
cuz it kept going pitter patter pitter patter.
heee. yes.
and it looks really dreary outside.
yes. it looks all gray and khaki-ish. yes.
and im dying to go watch cartoons in the hall and slack my life away..
unfortunately.. tt is not on my schedule which has been terribly upset. yes.
therefore. i shall face this glaring screen for another stretch of wat seems to be eternity.
yes.
this is evil. i am starting to get annoyed by my tutor.
argh. this is not in my interests.. and bad for everyone's health. hUmdeedUm...
anyways. i find politics quite amusing.
as in. it's so fascinating to see how ppl form alliances to guard against this and that..
etc etc..
and yet.. in a roundabout way.. cause this and that to happen.
am i making sense? no. yes. maybe you'll get a better idea if yu check out
alliances made before ww1. yes. between germany, france, russia, austria-hungary.. etcetc.
yes. in case you're wondering.. britain dint make any alliances until the late 19th century.
cuz she suddenly realised that by not making any alliances,
she was losing the political support and respect of the european powers. yes.
so. she decided tt she needed to make alliances. yes.
yu realise that all this is going nowhere? yes.
um. yes. so. i suppose tt i shall end of here. :)

2003-04-02T06:51:00.000-08:00

ok. i am updating this becuz some are so bored with life.
yes.
dragon and xiuming deserve to die becuz theyre talking abt wc3 like nobody's business.
yes. well.
my mum just made some noise abt same colored books of equal height on a shelf.
well.
i think she's quite bored.
i probably shld start on my work.
but.
apparently, everytime i attempt to do my work,
i end up getting demoralized greatly.
so i have decided to leave it be.
yes. and hopefully. yes hopefully,
moe will decide to postpone the opening of sch.
yes. becuz. i dun think anybody's ready for sch.
i think. hm.
yup. hahahaha. lalalala.
mMm. my mum's hinting at me to quit using the keyboard.
and it's not quite working. hm.
yes. :)
i decided to start on a new voyage of learning.
hahahahahaha. yeah man. :)
i shall learn the intricacies of how networks are created.
yes.
becuz i find hackers so fascinating.
intelligent creatures. darnit. i wish i cld be one.
-ssh-
mM. my mum's asking me how i'd like ter die.
-diaoozz- hahah, oh well. :)
yeah. lalalala. o.O jus watched so close today.
damn sad/cool show. hahaha. and it's in chinese.
hahaaha. yeah.
ok. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY. i am going to just post and publish it.

2003-04-01T18:14:00.000-08:00

[suicidal]
o.O hum. sleeping on yor problems does help.
damn the stupid encarta. i can't believe they gave me 21/90 when i could have gotten 30/90.
this is ridiculous. can you believe it. i wrote 'the sordid little house on stilts' and they marked me wrong...
cuz the accurate answer was 'the sordid little house on stilts'. AHHHH.
and i got 'bee hives' wrong cuz the accurate ans was 'beehives'. watever man.
and maths is evil. downright evil.
it should be done away with. damn.
evil maths. evil evil maths.
heehee... my fav poem...:)

The sun was shining on the sea,
Shining with all his might:
He did his very best to make
The billows smooth and bright--
And this was odd, because it was
The middle of the night.

The moon was shining sulkily,
Because she thought the sun
Had got no business to be there
After the day was done--
"It's very rude of him,"she said,
"To come and spoil the fun!"

The sea was wet as wet could be
The sands were dry as dry.
You could not see a cloud, because
No cloud was in the sky:
No birds were flying overhead--
There were no birds to fly.

The Walrus and the Carpenter
Were walking close at hand;
They wept like anything to see
Such quantities of sand:
"If this were only cleared away,"
They said, "it would be grand!"

"If seven maids with seven mops
Swept it for half a year,
Do you suppose," the Walrus said,
"That they could get it clear?"
"I doubt it," said the Carpenter,
And shed a bitter tear.

"O Oysters, come and walk with us'!"
The Walrus did beseech.
"A pleasant walk, a pleasant talk,
Along the briny beach:
We cannot do with more than four,
To give a hand to each."

The eldest Oyster looked at him.
But never a word he said:
The eldest Oyster winked his eye,
And shook his heavy head--
Meaning to say he did not choose
To leave the oyster-bed.

But fou young oysters hurried up,
All eager for the treat:
Their coats were brushed, their faces washed,
Their shoes were clean and neat,
And this was odd, because, you know,
They hadn't any feet.

Four other Oysters followed them,
And yet another four;
And thick and fast they came at last,
And more, and more, and more--
All hopping through the frothy waves,
And scrambling to the shore.

The Walrus and the Carpenter
Walked on a mile or so,
And then they rested on a rock
Conveniently low:
And all the little Oysters stood
And waited in a row.

"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes -- and ships -- and sealing-wax --
Of cabbages-- and kings--
And why the sea is boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings."

"But wait a bit," the Oysters cried,
"Before we have our chat;
For some of us are out of breath,
And all of us are fat!"
"No hurry!" said the Carpenter.
They thanked him much for that.

"A loaf of bread," the Walrus said, Is what we cheifly need:
Pepper and winegar besides
Are very good indeed--
Now if you're ready, Oysters dear,
We can begin to feed."

"But not on us!" the Oysters cried,
Turning a little blue.
"After such kindness, that would be
A dismal thing to do!":
"The night is fine," the Walrus said.
"Do you admire the view?"

"It was so kind of you to come!
And you are very nice!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"Cut us another slice:
I wish you were not quite so deaf--
I've had to ask you twice!"

"It seems a shame," the Walrus said,
"To play them such a trick,
After we've brought them out so far,
And made them trot so quick!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"The butter's spread too thick!"

"I weep for you,"the Walrus said,
"I deeply sympathize."
With sobs and tears, he sorted out
Those of the largest size,
Holding his pocket-handkerchief
Before his streaming eyes.

"O Oysters," said the Carpenter.
"You've had a pleasant run!
Shall we be trotting home again?"
But answer came ther none--
And this was scarcely odd, because
They'd eaten every one.

[Through the Looking Glass]

2003-03-30T07:16:00.000-08:00

lalalala. sam is quite. dead.
hahaha. dead. -dead- totally -dead-. ahh.
-silent screams- oh well.
look at the irony of that.
how do yu scream silently? ha. i know.
yu open yor mouth but no sound comes out.
does that count as a scream?
ha. anyways. finally. finally. after 12 hrs. i have completed the first disc of my game!
ah. ah. feeling quite happy. so it's one disc down and 3 more to go.
if i dunt finish it this week im never gonna finish this game.
unfortunately. haish.
oh well. hahaha. jean made up her funeral guestlist.
im not gonna have a funeral guestlist.
no point having anybody standing there in front of yer coffin sayin nice stuff abt yu if yu cant hear it anyway.
ha.
so. the only ppl at my funeral are gonna be the coffin bearers and my immediate family. yeah.
haha. yup.
and the funeral will be like this : the coffin gets brought in. the ppl observe a 5mins silence for fun. the coffin gets brought to the crematorium.
hopefully yu cant feel it when they burn yu.
hahaha. anyways. i want my ashes divided into 7 parts.
each part will be scattered by a different person on a different continent.
yup. hahahaha. i thought of sth else for that person to do but... we'll see...
hahahah.. :)
lala. in case yer wondering why im talking abt my funeral.. well.. there are some reasons:
1. im quite bored.
2. im feeling quite morbid.
3. yu only get one funeral (i hope)
yup. so. thats why. anyways im done with it. hahaha.
lalala. yay. my printer works. im happy.
yu realize. this entry is entirely about me.
but i am feeling self centered tonite. therefore.
okay. i am done here. :)

2003-03-28T18:11:00.000-08:00

ok. saturday now. 3rd day of 'quarantine'.
ach. if it wasn't for playstation and homework i think i'd be screaming with frustration now.
arrrgh. why is the stupid game soooo long..
argh. i think it's longer than final fantasy.
speaking of that. damn squaresoft.
why did the stupid ppl make ff10 compatible only with ps2?
not to mention ff11 and the rest.
stupid stupid ppl. bleagh.
okay. im crapping. quite bored now yu see.
alrite. im outta here. :)

2003-03-27T20:36:00.000-08:00

lala. haha. lala. haha. :)
watever man. can't think of anything to say.. ach.
hahaha. ow. i am in terrible pain now. ow.
stupid body.
i think, the first thing anyone considering going into genetic engineering shld do,
is to insert a gene that allows the body to automatically produce painkillers of its own,
whenever the body suffers a hurt.
becuz pain, is sth every human shld never have to deal with.
ow.
ahh. i have homework. lots of it.
so when am i going to do it?
to do it or not to do it, that is the question.
and that. was bullshit.
arghh!!! dammit. dilemmas dilemmas.
bleah.
ah. my dog is eyeing my sister's lunch.
permanently hungry, that one. haahhahaa...
-yawn- today's moving really slow..
hopefully itll go slower or sth.. hahaha.
argh. the pain is getting worse. damn the pain.
hai. watever. i suspect that i shld get lunch soon.
my stomach is grumbling incessantly. dammit.
ow ow ow. damn the pain.
hahaha. yes. my dog is eyeing my sister's meal.
she has closed in. all ready to snatch it in a split second.
but im assuming she won't. bleah. hahahaha.
okay. i dunno wat crap my friends are talking abt now.
sth bout a joel and michelle.
whoever. watever. =P ha.
ah. damn the pain. im gonna get lunch.

2003-03-27T07:33:00.000-08:00

[lalaland year 3002]
shalalala... so sian. hahaha. congrats man. ive got a blog! woohoo. hahahaha.
sam is quite blur on how to do this stuff. ha
er. ha. so wat to say. er. ha.
er. oh yeah. school's out.
soo.. haha.. got a brief break from getting up at 5.15am daily and forcing myself to go to sch.
hahahaha. yeah.
:) cut my hair a while ago.
haha. dunno if it was the right thing to do but...
it's CUT! ha. so. theres nothing yu can do abt it.
ha. lalala. hm. shall i go concert this wkend?
scary sia the sars thing. hai.
see larhs. lousy C. stupid ppl kept everything hushed up.
now see how big the thing is now.
s.e.s.s.a
argh. oh well. hai.
wahahaha. so. how do i use this thing?
dont have a guestbk or anything. hahahahaha.
-amused at my lack of comp skills-
oh wells. life's like that yah.
hm. national loyalty. i dunno.
are singaporeans really all uncaring abt singapore..
or are they like just ppl who think it's uncool to appear to care abt singapore..
but actually they really give a damn abt this hot and humid and uncomfortable country?
i mean.. yeah sure the climate sucks..
and the resources are basically nil..
haha. but i dunno. i suppose. the govt's good. at least they seem ter be efficient..
(though i think most students have a problem with *ahem*)
but still. yup. so... i dunno. i think if it really came down to war and stuff..
i wouldn't abandon the country jus like that..
i mean like.. yeah.. how can anyone jus up and go like that.
home is home wat.. even if it's not perfect.. but still..
hahaha. oh well.
sam's quite suffocated by homework now.
but im not touchin any of it. hahahahaha.
:) lalalala..okay. i think i shld stop. yeah. g'nite.
[blahblah lalaland year 3002]